My 21st Birthday is twenty weeks away starting Wednesday and for it, I want to be my ideal weight. For this to happen I must lose another fifty pounds in this short period of time. Am I bricking it? Absolutely. Will this be hard? You can bet on it. Am I going to achieve it? I really hope so.
I hate trying to lose weight. It's horrible, restricting and heart-shattering when you gain weight. But I'm trying to none the less. Last August, before my twentieth birthday, I weighed the most I had ever weighed in my entire life. I weighed 250pounds, and I felt horrible. It was then that I decided that that's not how I want to feel. I decided I wanted to be happy and feel healthy.